I want to be used by God. I have been trying to do so much that it just seems like I get in His way sometimes. I want to acheive so much but I am not sure if it is all for His glory. I want to serve, but I forget to do so with humility. I want to be a tool in the Master Craftsman's hands. I want to be clay on His potter's wheel. I want to be an instrument of His grace to those who like me are NOT THERE YET. I want to be a holy example. Unfortunately, it seems no matter how hard I try... I am what people see. I pridefully accept the applause when things go well. Then God seems to get the blame when I am such a horrible representative of His holiness. I cannot be hidden because I have taken up the high calling of my Lord, Jesus Christ. I am a reflection of Him. May I radiate His glory in all that I do. I am NOT THERE YET, but I am His ambassador while I am here.