I have been trying to figure out my role in the grander scheme of things. God has such a great view of the working of everything in the universe. His hand moves pieces into place by setting signs and sometimes billboards in view of open hearts and minds. Some people listen and allow God to use them. Others are ignorant of the interceeding hand of God. I am glad to say that I have seen God at work. I have even been able to play a part into God's wonderful plan of salvation and reconciliation. I have wallowed in times when I thought that God was not using me at all though. I have proclaimed His Word to lost souls. I have seen so many either be completely unchanged by It's truth or vehemently reject It altogether. I have questioned why I must be faithful to keep preaching when no one is listening. I have also celebrated in seasons of bountiful harvest. I do not know what role I have really played in anyone's life in regard to their relationship with Christ because I am NOT THERE YET, but one day I will. I eagerly await that day. I will keep preaching until then.